Whats Going On?
the only picture i asked to take lol. thats melissa.

the only picture i asked to take lol. thats melissa.

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

i think id be more difficult for me, personally, to be the person looking at someone as they tell me how they feel. i have to stand there and basically just listen. doing nothing, staring at this person as they give me the power to make them feel like crap. and ur gonna have to think about what to say. while if i was the person confessing, i would easily be able to look cause i know what i have to tell them and i want them to listen and such. so id look at them easily and basically just say what i have to say planned.

and i saw sometimes if the person being confessed to doesnt feel the same way they tend to look away. while the confesser looks straight at them sometimes waiting for a reply or something. yea. i rather be the one confessing. and look im a guy so it worked out for me. lol :].

ever since summer started

whenever i go out, i’ve been going out past midnight doing whatever. and i feel like my parents are worried about what im doing lol. this morning my dad was like “where were you?” i told him. “oh okay, just dont practice what those other people do” say whaa. he tells me and says “just dont go out too much like that okay.” 

parents. do nott worryyyy. your son is very self controlled. there is no harmful drug out there that i would ever want to try. ive hated drinking ever since we went to vietnam. there is no real occasion for me to drink. and there is no girl id want to have sex with. this is the “when you go to college dont do this this this this. do this.” talk mang. i always knew it was gonna come. but this is my last summer before i slap myself and uh. focus so much on school i wont even have a social life anymore. i hope ull understand that i realize my dreams are more important now than ever :P. i think i feel this way cause it actually matters now haha. high school, if someone said you were hard. they were prolly whores or somes. see what i did there ;P… i kid though cause some people can try hard and struggle with high school. 

25 DEEP Questions.
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
11. Does love = sex?
12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
22. Are you old fashioned?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
ill do them 1 day at a time. something more to do over summer i guess.
german and vietnamese

what a weird and pleasant mix it seems.

wallpaper phone pictures

like… it may not seem like a big deal to other people. but an iphone wallpaper is definitely a big deal to me haha. ever since i got my 4S ive been always trying to find new wallpaper of… yeaaa girls. and right now. this wallpaper isnt like the rest of em haha.
i might sound weird but. this picture is innocent and cute but at an almost perfect tolerable amount, which is a small amount. its the most clothed picture i put up… ever. i like her eyes. the closeness to the camera is at a good amount. straight hair~ my favorite. plus she has a nice shade of brown. not edited nor is it an attempt to look pretty and basically normal. and to top it off she has a really nice smile. without trying her beauty is shown. good job. and of course im a creep is prolly what ur thinking if you read this. yea okay.

what a weird question but it gets asked several times?

the answer is yes. i enjoy wiz khalifa’s part in the song in payphone. so basically i like payphone cause i also like maroon 5’s part mang. all in all good song. its gonna be a 2012 favorite. watch. :P

summer project: videos

this year we will finally do what we said we would. and its up to me to make the stories. i hope my brain comes up with interesting NOT so cliche stories for people to watch. we finally have a team to help with editing and such too. and since we just started… obviously our equipment sucks hard. our actors arent really trained nor have they ever acted. so hopefully we still make good videos :]. 

teamwork is just so…

good lol. 

We can fake our smiles, but not our feelings.

iono… some people can fake their feelings just fine :P