July 2010
34 posts
So i reached 100 posts and i didnt know how to...
so i decided to list 100 people i envy and is jealous of… LOL jk. although johnny depp u doooo cockblock me. just saying
i actually decided to make a list of 100 people i enjoyed having in my life and why.
IF you arent on here dont be sad it just means ur 101 or something :].
1. Danica Vang - we’re close toooo close. and maplestory lol. u made me love riddles. and help me...
you must live life with a passion, so that the rest of the world might learn how...
– Dark Lord
my family tree
so 3 of them visited us today. one is uncle. aunt and grandpa. we’re related to the sense where if i dont listen im not part of the family apparently yes they said that to this convo :P this was all in chinese/cantonese.
i went downstairs to eat Bun Bo Hue and i was minding my own business until uncle brought up that he saw me shopping with a girl one day and i waved hi to him. and i was...
my computer desk
i generally like my computer desk. i just throw things randomly on there. BUT i thought id say what was on for the sake of later on in the future.
my key club lanyard. the triple lingo. my keys to my house, my UBER important flashdrive, and race for the cure ribbon. a copy of SUPER SMASH BROTHERS 64! idk why lol its just there. my old glasses and a whole bunch of spare change. 3 deck of cards...
out the door: being normal →
Is that honestly what you want me to be? Normal, plain, average, just like everyone else? I mean, I guess it’s not that big of a deal that you wouldn’t let me do it, that I understand, but to carry it on further, criticizing the things I do. That I should just stop it all, just focus on studying…
today ive lost my will to think like i usually do. you know what i did all day. stare at a blank piece of paper and say “damn”. im a dead soul today. its just one of those days you sit around and do nothing. can u do anything about this or am i crazy for attempting to try. yeaa i think im gonna try. oh look i thought against normal things. what a step :P.
You known her/him for so long. You guys use to be close and happy around each...
– Life Experience
idk where my maid that is interested in hearing...
i was up early in the morning with vincent playing maplestory cause thats what the cool kids do. we were doing random stuff til finally we went to sleep at around 3am. then i wake up at 12pm and tell micheal i can go to ice cream safari and there i was at ice cream safari at 3pm. okay so our shift was 3-6pm. it might not have seem like a fun job but we were picking up trash around the zoo....
what im feeling
so i went to the DCM this morning. then afterwards we stood/sat around like a few hours. now im home talking about it. our officers had a board meeting and it was just me, vincent, and micheal. haha yes we were loners. this girl thu kept reminding us. but we still stood in the middle doing our retarded stuff. i mean yea it wont matter where we are we still do the things we do. hopefully no one is...
without summer school
basically life sucks SUMMER SCHOOL was the best thing about summer last year. we always got to meet up with each other. then form groups and head out with each other. meeting new people. now without it AP chem sessions keep us together well some of us. we only had 3 this whole summer. so crap. key club helps too but not as much. i liked the mood of summer school last year. NICE skies surrounded by...
saying goodbyes
so its been a few years but things from the past have been brought up. generally i wouldnt like to think about it cause i cant change anything and we ALWAYS think of the bad stuff. some good times, but mostly bad. but have u said good bye to any of those elementary school kids before? the friends u never see, the friends u thought were going to be at your new school? yea well saying goodbyes can...
Final day how i have grown in these 30 days
idk how to say this i sure as heck didnt think taking this 30 day challenge would change anything of me. but during this month many first experiences were made. some bad some good. i guess im like yesman i took every opportunity i could and here i am. couldnt be happier. yes ive changed. matured? sure. finally understand? definitely. i hope by leaving it at this nothing will change. i will...
the silent moments with me
hey sometimes i just love silence when was the last time you were in a circle of friends and it was quiet? exactly.
giving people looks without saying anything. thats a good silent moment x]. giving the yeaaa u know what im thinking. or the what are u talking about when they give u the yeaa u know what im talking about. The head nod to make u pay attention to something. coughing. hand signs...
Day 29 What you live for
i live to make obstacles for myself and then knock em down. thats it son.
but in other cheesy shiz, i live to make other peoples day onee way or another. i live to be someones husband, shelter and provider(or not miss independant :P). i live for saving lives. i live for wanting to make the world safer. im not gonna be a cop or anything :P. i live for happiness because its the best thing we can...
Day 28 A moment you remember being completely...
our club officers inductions. I dont know why I honestly dont >.> i was so hyped and chatty. i talked to people i didnt even know. I talked to older people as well. i recieved laughs and smiles. looks and NEW FRIENDS :]
but since it says what you think*.
i guess it couldve been a random day monique sends me offline IM’s and when i get home its the first thing i see. i remember...
Day 27 Your definition of the meaning of life.
To have the power to make choices and experience a lifetime of this reality. To take opportunities u know you want to follow and lust for something. Finding you’re “drive” and finally becoming satisfied at the end. Finding things to accomplish and when u finish feel good even if u waste 30 years to the death of your life trying. Leave a legacy behind, try to make your name...
Day 26 My Definition of L.O.V.E
so i find love one of the weirdest things in life, everyooneeee wants it. i dont know whats so great. too much people be talking about it. i havent fallen in love so i dont feel what they’re feeling. i only get a one day phay one day :].
but my definition without experience~ love is shared differently from you to another person depending on their relationship with you. you’ll love ur...
Day 25- Something you would do if no one stopped...
i would….
i would make a time machine, make my parents rich enough (lottery numbers or sumthing) to get us 20 maids and a mansion cause i want a huge empty room with just my bed and a grand piano (with my bed surrounded by computers on one side). and i want 1 maid to be my personal maid. and she must address me as master. she will be loyal and actually likes serving me. yes we will have a...
My AP test scores.
i got a 3 on physics and a 1 on world history.
so for physics i was totally into it, but i had to skip EVERY electricity problem because we never got that far during theschool year. (thanks to ms salmonson retiring and making us get a new teacher). Electricty… idk it was only HALF THE TEST AND HALF THE FREE RESPONSE. idk why im angry but i feel like it couldve been better. either way brewer...
HEY LIFE
what am i doing with my life, i have one?
so ever since that day ive hated getting in cars and became paranoid about leaving the house and robbers. When i do get in cars i look out in front now… and when im at home every noise i hear outside my bedroom is a theif stealing my shiz.
walking should not* be painful. its the only way i get around anywhere anymore. Yes im too complaining about...
Day 23 Most awkward first impression you feel...
I thought one of my now close friends was gay O.O. i was like… woahh getting kinda touchy feely there with them. and close! but no it was in good company :]. we talk and shiz now. Hes just a friendly and helpful guy. We go to his house to game sometimes. Poker too cause this foo got poker chips just cause. Well havent seen him over break yet, i totally wanna see this foo. -goes off to...