of anyone that has another person to cheer them on. make them try. and most of all make them CARE about something. someone that they want to make proud. when it comes down to it. i can’t compare to the amount of things they do because they have so much support and motivation. inspiration is key. and i feel as though im losing it all. because in the end it comes down to the question. why am i doing this? for who?
i usually dont blog about tennis.. but Kennedy’s number 3 can suck it. first he foot faulted the whole game… I couldve won the entire game through just saying foot fault the whole time. but fuck i wanted to play tennis .-. second. i try and tell him like hes a bro. ey yo watch yo feet type thing. Nigga dont listen to me and tells me “well yea? you foot fault too” WTF did u just say i foot fault too? i was aiming for him every serve. he couldn’t do anything. he couldn’t even return it :P. i still dont call foot faults. bitch. third. he pisses off my coach. NOONE talks to my coach like that -.- fourth i lost. he can have the game. during the game i told them if i win or lose. this game means nothing to me. its not even a game if i won id be happy about. fifth if he plays me again imma give him rings. sixth I HATE ARROGANT AND COCKY guys. fucking annoying. if he is ever at net again im not going for the side winners. im gonna aim for his face.
of how i went to san fransisco during the summer to see you back. i mean my parents would never drive me out there for a reason. but im glad that my mom had gone with ur parents to vietnam. i didn’t have a sign or anything cause i didn’t know anything until i come home and my dad was telling me about ur coming back. after a few hours of waiting, u walked out and automatically recognized me. you always seem to have a smile on ur face. and me. you know i never show i care. but i did and i bet u knew. i like how it was a total drama scene. we didn’t kiss or anything, but you being back is great. i’ve never missed anyone so much. we were together for 20 minutes and walked to our cars. got in and good bye. maybe forever. that was undoubtedly the best day of the year. 2006.
i was in it freshmen year, skipped sophomore year, and now im back in junior year :].
i had three events. optics, wind power, and technical problem solving. i had these three tests in a row so i didnt have a break in between, but it was fun
First up was technical problem solving. it was alll physics questions <3. me and renee were getting everything easily, and when we went to the electric current lab. it stopped cause we havent learned anything about it haha. i forgot and didnt bring a pencil or calculator :P.
then i went to wind power alone. it was HECKA hard. jesuit’s blade wouldn’t spin so i beat them on that part of the test :]. but the free response test was REALLY hard. there were schools there with huge binders. those 5 inch binders seemed like they were gonna break from all that paper. i don’t want to remember it :[ i went in with only a pencil and calculator.
me and phia went to optics to end the day. there were 6 questions. 3 geometric and 3 physical optics. first 5 minutes we stared and were clueless. then we switched and i started doing it. these questions aren’t the regular questions that optics give like, find index of refraction, find focal length, find image distance, magnification, . after i finished the geometric optics part, i looked over at phia and he had the second question saying the color blue will show. when i asked how he got that he said that he looked at my color chart. so we went from there. i finished the rest of the problems and the other 2/3 of the second problem. there was this ghost problem that still haunts me. it was so hard… but it seemed…? the laser shoot was hard. we couldn’t mark the system. i placed the mirrors in the places and i missed the target by 21 mm. but i finished early. so time points :3. we walked in there with a binder with 2 pieces of paper, a ruler, and a protractor.
in the ending ceremony, our school didn’t get top 3 for any event. until they called optics. optics C… 3rd place… florin high school. everyone screamed for me and phia. i guess i’ll settle for 3rd place in this :/. we walked up there. i was quite proud :]. been more than 3 years that our school hasn’t won a medal. that was it. then we went to vincent’s house and watched movies. now im home.
so we went to arden mall. i saw hecka florin people. cross paths with corey whenever i could. was in sanrio and sarah popped out of nowhere. casual walking and spotting people too. played at the apple store. i gotta get those apps :3. tracy bought her dress. steph was short. alisha was iono. kathy was iono. justin got a 70 dollar dress to 25 dollars xD. and johnson was just passive.
after mall we left for dinner. too many people came in. i forgot their names. we were at mimi’s cafe. me and johnson split the whole thing. that burger was fattening. if steph hadn’t jacked my strawberry lemonade the first time around i wouldve been happier xD.
carmen decided to join us at the movies to watch beastly we were late so we had to split up. omg guys i was focusing on the movie, and out of nowhere a korean girl opens the door. and that instant i let out a huge gasp cause she was so pretty and carmen and steph laughed at me cause they know. and cause they were the only ones sitting next to me.
afterwards they took their pictures, photobooth, and they called it a day.
i went home and watched some secret garden with norah til i fell asleep. man im still tired..