if i had the chance
i would make up with someone i hurt when i was a dumb sophomore. just a thought thats been running through my mind as of late. and i wonder what wouldve happened if things never happened like that. and thinking about it gives me that butterfly feeling but idk if its real. haha idk if anything is real anymore.
hey do you care if you get sick
no? *pulls her close between my trackjacket and says “god, so warm”*
this sickness actually
gotten stronger? idk. but damn its still here. WHY? its been here since monday. at first it was oh its okay. tuesday it came. all the way til now ive been more and more affected by it. idk if its adding up. or im getting weaker. but its definitely tearing away at me lol. and i have tried everything. haha. by tuesday i wanna get better… fight my body lol.
Have you ever felt so left out?
xchristynguyen: When you go out somewhere and you see all of your friends hanging out without you? Then they post pictures of them having fun and you’re just at home jealous, mad, sad, confused? When all of your friends talk about their insiders and laugh while you’re just there clueless about what they’re talking about? And what’s even worse is when they talk about making plans in front of you...
everything i didnt do that she did
led into one way or another… messing me up. and farther away from her.
whenever im like sick and stuff
and dont feel very well. actually feel like crap. i always ruin something and make someone like… angry? upset. sad?
usually i dont complain about being sick
but oh my god mann. fight fight fight my dear body. i cant stand beind so weak and drained. idk. pain in arm + this sickness is like getting to me ;p. i shud skip out on practice tomorrow… and the chest.. the chest is the worst part.
oh mah god man.
got pub stomped by Elk Grove. 0-6 1-6. now i feel like shittt. that fever is sooo stronk. just a slight breeze past my head gives me a large chill. i feel so drained. i have to TRY to walk. who does that…. D: headaches ugh. now i wanna sleep, but i gotta eat and do homework and such. cant even sleep good cause the side i sleep on hurts from too much tennisu… this derppp day. ;[
stop clinging to your first love
you are just used to them. take a few months off to find it out for yourself and that you really dont need to be clinging on.
when i really like a song
shiz goes off in my mind and heart haha. idkkk. shiz is weird.
sees korean girls at mall
finds out they are japanese. OH MY GOD. TY FOR SAVING MY IMAGE OF KOREAN GIRLS. standing next to sanrio… u notice there are a flock of women that come there xD. “ooo kawaii desu neeee” lololol.
Can I be the one who's always on your mind?
for the longest time ever. game tomorrow. its away at elk grove. since yestarday i feel like listening to FM.
women are easily happy
i feel as though if i was to make someone too happy. ha explains why im mean sometimes. well shit might happen. and i dont want anyone to catch anything. especially when i was set up one time… but we’ll go together as friends. and come out friends. and stay friends. honestly, the thought of us being more than that would make me dislike you.
A jealous boyfriend is a faithful boyfriend.
heyyitsdonna: If he doesn’t get jealous when someone has your attention, it’s because someone has his. thats stupid.
today was weird
katie called me after the longest time and said lets go to the mall this saturday. then my neighbor asked to borrow some of my clothes while i just finished showering and put on a towel. sidenote she gave me a bracelet with my name on it! har har harr. and i lost her scissors so fack. borrowing things from neighbors…. bleh. anyways i ate at lollibowl today with the guys… and davina...
overall im surprised at such a positive
day. like seriously being a single person on valentines day isnt horrendous. not when you receive candy from women~ not at all. no jk despite the candy and the gifts. i had a nice day. the school had like no negativity. adil is such a… god how do i explain it. ADIL YOU ARE PROLLY A MAN AMONGST MEN. everything was good. everyone was happy. noone was like DAMN SINGLE AWARENESS DAY. and i didnt...
all i need on valentines day
is dr. mundo lol. gawd. ty for being such a friend. im thinking about getting his corperate skin. but fucking 12 dollars for that. oh mah gawd. but its hella legit. he throws briefcases at you and hits you with a cellphone. and he looks like hes at work~ dress shirt. them slacks. better than his classic skin lol. but see if i had a girlfriend i prolly wudda had to spend that 12 for her. thank you...
family haha son giving father tips on women :]
me: did you get anything for mom? dad: no me: oh mangss you duh bass husband. its duh valentines day. dad: she said she didnt want anything me: …. dad… when a girl tells you she doesnt want something. she wants it. dad: where is she, shes suppose to be home. ask her when she comes home. *door unlocks* me: dad didnt get you anything for valentines day. mom: omg. really. well.. thats...
what i want more than anything
mr. mego to be hella proud of me. like seriously… dude idk how i dont get perfect scores at mathletes i swear they are so easy. so first i gotta get perfect scores on his tests. check. second i gotta get perfect score on mathletes before the year ends so he can be the guy who says my name and gives me a piece of paper so i can hang it up! not check…
better that we break
the song reminds me of one of my friends and tennis mates. i hope you are doing well wherever people go in the afterlife.
why the fuck
is Dr. Mundo SOOOO OP. walking into a wave of people just to score an ace. TWICE. number one tank right here. then tanking all turret shots and winning the game. i bought him today and i love him~ and his weird looking self. in other news. i just looked at my phone… for the first time in 4 hours… and viven just told me she plays league of legends sometimes. ohmygod. glad to know ;]....
to stop me from being sad
you stopped me from being happy.
untold stories are the best ones.
what a funny saying but ill stick by it ;].
when i try
and everybody else slips off a cliff. what the fuck… i did so well and helped them up so much. in the end we lost while having more than 10 kills over them. random people on LoL can smd. i wanted to play with friends to get my first win. but everyone freaking plays too late. fuckkk that. now i sleep without my first win. after 4 games. pissing me off…
the mere fact i think about you
bothers the hell outta me. i honestly can say no one person really plagues my mind. usually im thinking about school, calculus and science. ;p. and majority what will happen today.
why would i ever want someone
that has every other person has. can give what every other person can give? why would i want to be with that kind of person. noone could be happy with that.
my efforts in vain...
fock man. the more i try. the more walls i run into. is it testing how far ill go. cause i feel like going far with this.
i find them hilarious. because every stereotype about them…. IS RIGHT. thats when something is funny. when the stereotypes are really truee. this guy recently joined my computer class. and first time i saw him. those hats. kendama hanging from his belt. skinny jeans. diamond shirt. nike shoes. i was just like. what the frackkkk. i laughed a lot.
talking to new persons
is so nice. the same old is just. same and old. ;P. and to her. apparently im not messing my life up “right” thats why its always the same ol~ hmm okay.